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The Me In Myself by Fatimah Adeleke

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Sometimes I wonder What exactly is the being living within myself Who is this me  That causes myself to regret  What makes me myself That I always have to question  Why do I have to be different  Differences filled with flaws  Tagged as a wierdo  A pity, I don't have control over it It seems to act on its own Leaving myself aftermathly stunned Leaving myself too embarrased To even realize what my existence has done Most times I wish  I could change that me in myself  So that I could be my perfect imaginary self So that I don't have to question my action So that I don't have to replay the "I should have" in my head I thought, how wonderful would that be That I don't have to replay cringing episode  Then again I thought  If I were to change me Would I still be myself  Would I still be a complete existence Would I still leave my mark on the world No!! I would be someone else  I won't have all I have now I won't meet al...